emo..

so many things happened last few days~~ how i hope that time can reverse back where everything is well and fine~ just why is it so hard? i didn't know that it is so hard to forget, so hard to act happy when things are going so wrong . i hate that feeling~

but short moments of blissfulness still do wonders:) went dinner wif my cousins at the famous Ashtons :) my dear sis came earlier to book seats for us hoho so i was spared the torturous 1 hr ~~ unfortunately...i drank too much red wine and was drunk throughout the dinner. what's worst is i will start to gorge when i am drunk... so according to my sister the next day i ate about 2.5 persons portions :x but the food is really nice and cheap (ok i could still remember the food taste really good when i was drunk haha)

being drunk is actually alright but the feeling of vomitting is bad bad bad~~ ok so its quite and experience though haha

my dear cousins:)

sunday service:

1) saw my eyecandy hoho

2) saw belinda

3) served external traffic duty -said more than 500 times of "Good Mornin"

4) so touched by Sun's humanitarian work in china

5) to 10) so love God's presence:)