change

my mum asked me today

If someone standing in front of you right now is somebody despicable, irritating, annoying, terribly horrible, dislikable, are u able to love that person like how God loves him or her? Are you able to look beyond his or her flaws to see him or her as a unique person that comes from God's beautiful creation?

i chuckled a little and as my mum i think she knows the answer is no.

God seems to be always giving me a discipline talk through my mum by the little things she say. And i always realise, understand and learn.

i promise i will change. its not easy but i will try