current mood: sad

suddenly feel like blogging cause i am feeling emo~

i am really sad that some people don't spare a thought for my feelings sometimes. i am willing to go an extra mile for my friens and be inconvenienced for the benefit of them. This is because God tells me so. i just hope that people will not take me for granted and will spare a thought for how i feel. i guess i am only human and do need people to care about me.


i feel bad about blogging this but i really need to let it out since i can't and i dont't want to confide in anyone. Sometimes i am really angry when ppl don't take on their responsibilities and tasks given to them. i know that maybe some of us are extremely busy so i will try to understand. but there is always a limit to how much ppl can tolerate including me. I always stand by my principles and believe that if you can't be a leader, u have to be a good follower. When tasks are given to u, u have to finish it,no matter how busy u are because u choose to have all these committments. i will understand if u can't do more, but at least do your part. Is that very hard?

i am sorry that i cant be like some of my friends who will even extend a helping hand to do what she is supposed to do. but somehow i feel that when it comes to academics, this is how i am like. i really dislike free-riders. its ok that u don't want contribute more, but i don think its too much to ask for for u to do your own part.