suckz~

maybe i am havin pms now~ coz i just feel completely sucky now. firstly i din manage to accomplish what i am supposed to be doing today. secondly i just feel completely stressed when i see my ob notes. i think i got a phobia of doin group projects since last sem. it really scares me that ob is goin to involve a lot of projects again-_-!! i really pray that God will bless with good project mates.

in addition to my sucky mood, i am seriously disappointed in some ppl. sucks. sucks like hell. and i have to pretend that it doesn't matter. sucks. i don't understand y i have to undergo this~ i seriously need to concentrate on my studies and dispel all distractions. sucks.

And now i have to force myself to change. i don't understand why i have to do this when there are so many ppl out there who love me and treasure so much more for who i am and what i am now.

thank God that even though no one knows and no one understands but at least He knows.
Just when i was feeling completely lousy, i was glad that derren came. i am now feeling much better after talking to him and my mood is slightly lifted up.

haiz.. i hate pmsing..~~